Scared!

Ericka • 26. Married for 5 years. Pregnant with my first. 👶🏽🍼
This is my first post! I'm Ericka and my husband and I have been married for 5years 👫 We live in San Diego and recently decided to ttc. We have been ttc for 2 months now. I stopped taking my bc in May and it took 1 month to get a real period after  being on bc for 8yrs. AF is due August 22nd. I'm very excited but also super stressed about taking so long to conceive and then the day I'm conceive I'm scared at all the possible bad outcomes i.e. Miscarriage, birth defects, Illnesse, etc. I'm know I'm crazy and paranoid but I can't help how I feel. 😖 I'm trying to stay positive and not to stress. I'm hoping to not have to see AF this month but also trying to not get my hopes is! 😊