9 DPO and BFN....

I'm so mad at myself for getting upset! I told myself that I was just going to test as a maybe because I know it's still early.... But man seeing that stark white negative still hurts. AF is due in five days and I'm going to try my hardest not to test again until I miss it. I hope the rest of you ladies are holding out okay! Lots of love and baby dust to all!!!!!