Am I being over dramatic?!

Alisse
I've always had low self esteem. And it seems even higher now. I've been in a relationship for the past four years, and I always try to dress, style my hair, and wear my makeup like he likes it just so that he will tell me I'm pretty. And he still doesn't btw. He just says that he's not that affectionate type to tell his lady that. But it still makes me emotional. And makes me feel ugly cuz I can't even get my man to tell me he thinks I'm beautiful. Should I just chalk it up and accept that he's not that type of guy? Am I being to dramatic??