Vent post !!! Help!!

I'm so angry right now! I let my husband hangout with a neighbor and drink( I usually don't let my husband drink because of his history with alcohol but I thought I could trust him I only asked of him that if he left he would tell me and to be home by 1:30am) so 115 rolls by and I go look outside and he's gone I call him and he says he's at a taco shop in another city I got pissed because he couldn't do the one thing I asked of him and all he keeps saying is I thought I was going to be home on time. We live in tough neighborhood and right now he has problems with dangerous people I'm upset because if something were to happen to him I wouldn't even know where to look . Am I wrong to feel this way?