Came back to say goodbye

On Wednesday we relieved a nightmare that we've already gone through once before..went in for an ultrasound at 9 weeks and there was no heartbeat. Due to my previous 2 losses, we were being monitored more closely this time around and had already had an ultrasound two weeks prior, where we saw a perfect heartbeat. We're still in shock that we are here again, dealing with this impossible pain and heartbreak. The silver lining is it's now officially recurrent losses and we can go see a specialist and hopefully get some answers. Not losing hope! I'll be having a D&C next week. I just wanted to say that I truly wish all of you have perfectly healthy and happy pregnancies, and come March you welcome beautiful babies! Good luck to you all ❤️