More of a rant than anything else.... Had to get my worries off my chest.
I have had the worst insomnia for the last week And it hasn't been this bad since my last pregnancy and I get hungry every half hour and every time I start to get sleepy hunger pains wake me back up. And if it's not that, it's hot flashes or back aches or cramps. I can't get comfortable and I can't fall asleep till like 3 or 4 am. I try EVERYTHING!!!! I'm so emotional. I'm pissed off I'm sad I'm anxious I'm confused and being sleep deprived is not helping!! And of course I just want to know if it's because I'm pregnant or because I am stressing about possibly being pregnant. (Amongst other life things)
My husband and I moved from Colorado to Texas in March and we have JUST started to build our lives, look for a house, found a good church and awesome friends, and I JUST got a job which starts in September. Well he is supposed to get out of the army soon and go into the police academy here. Everything was going smoothly and we were partially trying for our rainbow baby and all was well until he came home yesterday and said he thinks he didn't get the position at the police academy and we may have to move back to CO in a month and a half....with no job leads or anything back there. And now, I have all these symptoms and I'm afraid to tell him and I feel like I'm being uprooted and I'm SCARED!!! And now definitely seems like a mistake to have been trying for a baby and idk what to feel.
What on Earth are we going to do??
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