Bye guys! It's been real

Hope all you hot mamas get your BFP. I'm freaking done. Over it. My body hates me that's that.  Lost a baby 2 years ago. Lost a daughter at 20 weeks NOW my body is all over the place. I pick up diffrent LH surges all threw my cycle. Last cycle it was cd 11 and 20. Thought it was a fluke. This Cycle + last Monday. Dtd deed LIKE crazy, I'm sure my vjayjay jay will fall off.  Felt good about it though. Then I get EWCM and think ( you gotta be fuc**** kidding me). Ignored it finally today since I'm obsessed I pissed onthe stupid   stick sure enough. ++. Tell my hubby he thinks I'm nuts. No bding he's tired 😠. Test again it's gone it's -. I say the word positive and my hubby looks terrified.  So who the heck knows, I sure the hell don't. 😭😭😭😭 good luck!!! Bye bye.  ❤️❤️❤️❤️. Really wish I wasn't seeing this all cycle. 🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻