BFP... Right?!?!?!?!

Usually I wouldn't double question this but after months of seeing faint blue and getting AF... I feel like this can't be real... Maybe its an evap line or clear blue is defective again. Urghhhhh! I am just too excited to have one after MC at 7 wks last year and another at 18 wks in March. If this is real... I pray it sticks and I carry safely to full term.