Struggling

Breann❤️ • TTC #1 with fibroids and after two laps. First round of IVF successful now expecting twins!
Today I'm just feeling really sad about the potential impact of my fibroids on having children of my own. I keep trying to be happy and see the bright side, but I also want the time to be sad and grieve. I won't know a for sure diagnoses until next Thursday at our infertility appointment.
​I have a big support system, but I  don't   really want to talk to anyone about it. I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me or telling me everything will be fine. I just want a shoulder to cry on and some hugs. DH is working tonight