Emotional first time with toy

Okay so after several *ahem* attemps with a dildo I bought, over time I was able to get it half way in. I wasn't in pain but I just kept tearing up and it's been weirding me out ever since. Like the more I continued the more tears came. I wasn't in pain or sad and it was such a weird response because it actually did feel good....is something wrong with me??? Am I gonna cry everytime omfg pls helP