40 weeks and 2 days. OVERDUE!!!

40 weeks 4 days 3 1/2cm they wont induce until 4cm. SO DONE, SO DEPRESSED I'M IN PAIN EVERY DAY😭😭 I AM GIVING UP! any help? Induction date is Monday. I can hold that much longer!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 anybody else like me?! WHY WON'T I GO INTO LABOR IF THEY SAID I'M SO CLOSE!!! WHY WHY?!!😭😭