TTC RANT: EWCM

Grrrrrrrr!!!!! I'm sooooo mad!!! As someone with polycystic ovaries, it's been pure hell ttc with my husband and we're relocating because of his new job so while he's in Philly getting some things situated guess who actually ovulated and video chatted him ewcm that I've been praying for for like 2 years???!!?!!!!??!!!! I'm sooooo upset that my body picked this month to actually let this happen!!!! This also means I'm going to bleed soon smh!!! Now I'm praying by some miracle that this will happen again next month and the month after and so on until we finally have a BFP with a sticky bean!!! Just a little rant!!!! I swear I'm so upset! 😭😢😢😤😩😭