Seems like some of the ladies on my facebook group for vbac are all gong hoe about their vbac, and I'm over here like I will try for one, but I'd have a c section again too. Husband thinks I might feel different closer to our due date.

The truth......

I'm so terrified of pushing a baby out. It's been close to 4 years since our son came, and I was terrified then. I am scared she will come on her brother's birthday. I'll be angry if she does. The not knowing when I will go into labor is stressing me put too. I wish I could peak into the future just to know what day and how she comes.

Ugh.