Hello. Miscarriage is one of the most painful things that can happen to a family and you will never forget the short time you had with your little one(s). Here's my story, I apologize if it gets long but it's bittersweet to talk about my angel. :) :(

In January I found out I was pregnant! I was scared to death, but with time I was excited! Looking through names, baby clothes, getting excited for all the cute stuff id get for him/her. I had about 10 outfits for the baby, a blanket (that I sleep with to this day), a bib, a hat, and I had some diapers from my brother girlfriend. It was amazing. Until it wasn't anymore. Because I had started bleeding so I went to this free place and asked what I should do (because I had no insurance) and they said they will give me another pregnancy test and go from there. So February 19, 2016 I took the test. And two words, two words broke my heart. "Its negative" I left after and just got in the car and sat there quietly no tears nothing. The babies father asked me "What happened? Is the baby okay?" I stayed quiet for a bit then just shook my head and he said "What?" And I said "the babies not ok" and began to bawl my eyes out and he just held me tightly. I miss my angel so much. Avery <3 died 7wks gestation.

So now, 6 months later, we are considering TTC!! Now what I needed from you ladies is, what day(s) are the best to have intercourse on during the fertile window? I want to plan the best way to go about it each fertile window so we can get a beautiful rainbow baby hopefully! I pray I never go through another miscarriage but I'm thankful I didn't lose my baby at a later gestation. Though both equally tragic, I think the older the baby it's a but harder. Going through all the pregnancy milestones.. you know? Not to degrade us early losses. It hurts no matter how old and always will :(. Lots of baby dust to all of you TTC and to me lol.

-A