Wanting to have an experience (such as having a boyfriend, having sexual intercourse and other couple stuff) but then I am too afraid to take chances (like might get unplanned/unwanted pregnancies) because it might ruin/delay my plans in life or my priorities such as my studies. 

UPDATE! Hehe

I got myself a boyfriend, we’ve been together for almost 3 months now. The sad thing is that, it’s a long distance relationship. And we have not met yet (we met in a dating app - 😊 don’t judge) but plans to very soon.

How are you guys tho? Tell me all about your boyfriends/girlfriends!