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I'm 21 and have had sex with three different guys I've extremely tence during sex so I hurts a little and not one of them has ever made me cum but I can come with I master bate or play with myself and have never been in a relationship ever with anyone and just wanted to see what sex is like it was boring and I've noticed that my sex drive has decreased rapidly any ideas think it's becuase I need an enotional connection but still unsure I have a pretty face and Intence blue eyes