I feel cheap and used

I started dating this man and we are both Christians I am a virgin but have done other things. Since day one of dating he's moved super fast he kissed me the first date and started groping me the second which I should have pit an end to. On our 4th date he fingered me and I gave him a blow job which is something I never do so soon but it happened he is so suave. He is always charming me and telling me he has feelings for me and all this nonsense even joking about marriage so we were close. Today we talk and he says he likes a women who respects herself and is a godly women who says no to temptation and I said whoa what's this about? And he goes on to tell me that he thinks we moved too fast and he wants to get to know me as a friends like his ex and him did he went on to Mentions that they didn't do anything until later on in the relationship which I agree is right but he made me feel like complete dirt... he said I just wanted to see how far you'd take it and see where things went.. so he essentially tempted me to see how or if I could respect myself which I didn't now I just feel like a disgusting human being and I don't know what to do about him he says all these things about me tempts me then says we should take it slower I feel ill

* I'm 20 I'll be 21 soon and he's 28. Today he acted like we never even had the conversation... I have no idea what his intentions are with me but I agree with you ladies it sounds manipulative he told me his ex girlfriends dad begged her not to marry him and the dad told him he was emotionally abusive which at first I didn't understand but now I can see...