I hate him I love him

Ariane
Me and my bf have been together for close to a year now and I am emotionally and psychical drained. He constantly puts me down, make me feel like I'm nothing, goes through my phone, chokes me, throws me down and whoops me. I have closed down all of my social media accounts, quit my job and left my condo to be with him because he demanded it...(the only reason i get to write this now is because he just thinks it's a <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">period app</a> lol)  I love him and I don't want our relationship to be like this but I'm at the end of my rope. I really just want someone one to talk to because I have no friends, family that doesn't wanted anything really to do with me because of my change and no real path to success and happiness... I'm hope at lease my success will change in acouple of days I have a job interview with HD and I'm hope if I can get back on my feet financially I can leave his house and really have a clear mind on what I wanna do. If you have ever been through something or even if you may know how to go about this please responded back because I'm scared and I'm tired and I just wanna be happy again 😔😢