scared.

It doesn't help that I've been so sick today with food poisoning that untill 5pm today I couldn't keep any food down, was throwing up stomach lining and Bile from 4am to 9/10am. I've managed to keep fluids down and took my vitamins (which I forgot yesterday) but I am so worried. Same with vitamin A. I accidently had something with vitamin A in the other day (a slim fast because it's only thing I could keep down from morning sickness).

I'm trying to make sure I do everything right but I feel like I'm screwing it all up. 

The Drs only say if your cramping and throwing up/craving and bleeding we can see you otherwise I think it's ok. Well that's not helpful, tell me why it's doing this???? Am I/have I hurt my alien?? Is everything ok???

Am I the only one who feels like this?? I feel like I'm going to be scared the entire pregnancy as people keep saying they have late miscarriages or still births etc. So scared 😭

Sorry for the long post I just needed to get it out.