my husband

N • NV
I wrote a post on here not too long ago about my husband locking himself in the bathroom. He's doing it right now with his phone and ear phones. He won't give me access to his phone. And lately when I want sex and initiates it or wear something sexy he says he just wants to sleep and relax and I feel bad so I leave him alone. I have this gut feeling that he's looking at girls in the bathroom and losing his sex drive for me. This is one of the things I fear in my marriage. My husband losing interest in me. Now with a baby on the way and my body is gonna change how will he ever look at me the same anymore. Guys are all visual and they get comfortable. I can tell him he's so sexy and be so turned on by him but with my husband it's like he's lost interest in me. He used to not be able to keep his hands off me but that was so long ago when we were dating.