some help!!!! anything!!!!

Hello moms to be, I'm a mommy with bipolar disorder, after my fail baby shower I been feeling so depressed, I really will appreciate any help, i need to feel some one care. I open a regestry for my baby shower, the one nobody show, I was alone waiting for somebody, if some one can help with anything I really will appreciate it. As soon a go back to work I will compensate it... Thank you lady's God Bless all of you. My name is ileana navarro. At