Undecided

I love my boyfriend but i don't know if im actually in love with him 😒 maybe things changed and its not the same but I don't feel the love there anymore.. We been together 2 1/2 years. I have pick him up from the bottom and he kept me going to finish college etc. My son not his son and u can't tell him or my son that's not his daddy or his child. He treat him just like his kids. Idk I may be asking for to much 👀. I don't want to leave him but something gotta give 😣