Pain and wanting to pee during sex 😐

Well, I lost my virginity almost 2 months ago with my boyfriend, it hurt but it was normal I guess, since then we had sex 3 more times and each of them it hurt as well! Specially when he goes in, then the pain kind of disappear but I don't feel pleasure at all, and on top of that I really feel like I'm going to pee, I read that it may be a female orgasm but again I don't feel any pleasure.

It this normal because I just started my sexual life? How long do I have to wait until all of this sensations go away? :(