second loss 💔

Rebecca
Was told Monday after my ultrasound that there was no heartbeat today I was sent to another office to try a different machine and still no heartbeat. I'm supposed to be 9 weeks 1 day Monday at my doctors office my little squishy measured 8 weeks 3 days and today on the different machine measured 8 weeks 5 days. I got confused and asked my doctor how can the baby still grow if it's heart isn't beating and running blood. She explained it was two different machines with two different techs. I almost got my hopes up. I didn't choose to get a d&c instead she prescribed me misoprostol. I took my first dosage around 8 I started cramping and bleeding already. Has anyone else taken misoprostol? What side effects did you have or are having? I'm sad that my squishy didn't stick around but it wasn't time. I'm sorry to all the other moms out there who have had losses or are experiencing loss. It's not easy I've been through it once sadly on accident with someone I didn't love and it hurt. This time I've been with my boyfriend for 5 years almost and it happened on accident while I was on birth control. I'm sorry I'm ranting on. If anyone is up to talk I would like to talk. Â