My husband and I have been together for almost 15 years married 6 we struggled for years to get pregnant and finally decided to go through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> everything went so smooth and we got pregnant right away yay!! Over the years we have had our ups and downs but we have always managed to work through all our problems, I know Most would say now it's just my hormones but I really don't get hormonal never really had pms issues and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> meds really didn't effect me mood either. Now that I am pregnant my husband has completely turned a 180 distanced himself and is almost acting out. I have tried to be patient and allow him space and adjustment time but it is becoming overwhelming. I have caught him in several lies about spending time with a coworker that I am not comfortable with I haven't forbidden he hang out with her just asked he do it in my presence if it's outside of work, he has created an Instagram page that mainly just focuses on girls in bikinis or shaking there butts for the camera, he ignores me or just plain doesn't listen to me when I am talking, and tonight he pretty much said he just isn't attracted to me physically right now. I cried for years about wanting to start a family this is what I always wanted but I never expected to be so lonely while I was going through it. I absolutely love being pregnant it has been so easy for me now that it happened but I hate being married to my husband and pregnant if that makes sense. I always wanted multiple kids if it was possible and I have 18 embryos on ice waiting to give me that but I honestly don't feel like I can go through this again and raise a child. Sorry for the long post I just don't know how to feel and hate talking to friends because of their judgement.