So...I read Fifty Shades of Grey today and honestly? I understand where Christian is coming from he says he is fucked and trying to fit in a perfect family even though his far from perfect...I have felt that way my whole life...does that mean that what he does to Ana is good? No probably not...atleast not as far as he takes...does it interest me? Yes. Does it insterest anyone else or does it disgust them like it does my family? No one in my family knows I have read it and I feel like they would be disgusted if they found out...especially if they knew that I kinda liked it...