Is my water leaking at 32 weeks??? tmi

Not sure if my fluid is leaking. This has been in my underwear every time I look the past day or two. It's not usually like this.... It even soaked through to the seat once. I haven't felt a huge gush (felt a few small ones) or been constantly dropping fluid so that's why I'm not sure. It could just be normal discharge??? But it's not the thick white stuff I usually get although a tiny bit of that is there. It's not urine as i can feel it coming from my vagina and it doesn't smell like urine. The hospital is an hour away sooo don't wanna go there if it's nothing.