Stupidly after the acid paint thing (which burned the fuck out of my downstairs area but thankfully I thought had cleared the warts) , I shaved. Please no one shave- made them come back 2 or 3 times worse.

So tried the cryo. I've had about 6 treatments so far.. Not helping. 

I've suffered from depression and this has literally made me feel like my life is over. 

How am i supposed to move on, to be with someone and have to fall for them and tell them we can't do anything because I have an incurable virus that won't go away. 

Ugh. I can't even touch myself without bursting into tears it's actually the most depressing thing I've had to deal with on a personal level. I smoke. Which I know, doesn't help, but with the depression and stress of these things not going away, I'm not going to stop. I'm drinking more, because I'm depressed. How is anyone going to find me attractive in any way once they know I'm the wicked witch of the west downstairs, warts and all....

Last time I had cryo they spoke about a cream.. Am going to go back and find out about that. 

How have you dealt with it, anyone, if anyone is there.. ? And what can I do to make my life less depressing from all of this? Any tips??