loneliness in friendship

I honestly don't have any girl friends, not close ones, anyway. Even if it's online, I'd really like to make some. Sadly I'm really picky and only want my friends to be good influences,yet fun and adventurous. Ugh thanks mum for being such a damn good mum. Is anyone else like this?

I also really need to actually click with someone or else it just doesn't really get me. I really want to be many peoples friend, but they seem to continuously let me down. I had one amazing friend for years and she was like a sister to me. I guess I'm trying to find someone as great as her who will find me that great, too. I don't know if that will ever happen.