my first miscarriage

Lisabet
I believe I'm going through a chemical pregnancy today. I tested two VERY faint positives the other day and now my "period" has started. Though this time around it's a bit more thick and more clumpy then before. 
I'm not sure how I should feel. I've only know about this pregnancy for about three days now.
I was so excited. 
I feel like crying yet I don't want to. 
I feel as it was such a waste. To get my hopes up. To think that I would actually be pregnant. 
I feel stupid. 
I'm not sure why I'm posting. I guess to vent. 
I'll test again tomorrow morning.. 
I guess I can add a miscarriage to my list now..