So back in January I met this guy, I thought he was nice at first but in reality I was "under his spell" and he emotionally abused me. To get to my point- I told him from the very beginning I wanted to stay a virgin and I was absolutely not comfortable with having sex. Well one day I went over feeling very tired from my seizure medication and it makes me loopy, he knew that. He took my pants off and forced himself in me...I cried afterwards for hours and he said nothing really. After that I felt empty and I never enjoyed it. I would let him do that to me over and over because I felt worthless after he took my virginity without my consent. I got upset nearly every time.