first baby, first miscarriage💔

I'm away in Cyprus away from my partner for another week! Lost our first baby yesterday and trying to cope without him here and knowing I'm not gonna see him till next week I'm literally gonna break down when I get home I just know it, I was 12 weeks 2 days and was looking forward to going home so we could have our scan but instead I'm going home without our baby and can't help but feel slightly guilty because my partner never even got to see my bump at full size as its now pretty much dissapeared! But never the less me and my partner have spoke even though both heart broken and we've had our tears we've agreed to not let it bring us down too much as we're still gonna keep trying although sprog will always be our first, and we loved him/her very much even though we never met you!👶🏼 18.09.16👼🏼👶🏼❤️