Two days ago my water broke while I was in bed. I swore up and down I just peed myself a couple of times but after calling my doctor and having a movie water breaking moment ( making a sandwich and water just pouring out of me with no control) I decided to go for the ER. Luckly, I'm not dilated but I had a tear and I'm losing amniotic fluid. The doctors say she can come when she's ready to come. There's no planning now, just whatever my Little wolf wants to do. I hope for her to stay in until I'm 34 weeks, so she has the best fighting chance but if she's not ready at 34 they want to induce me. I'm happy I get to see her sooner than November but I just want her to be healthy and ok. I'm in the hospital on bed rest till she comes  I'm trying so hard to be strong and put on a happy face but inside I'm breaking down. My first pregnancy and I can o my make it to 30 weeks before my water breaks. I know the doctors tell me there was nothing I did to cause it to break prematurely but that doesn't mean I don't take full responsibility for it. I'm so sad I cannot enjoy my last trimester at home and I have to spend it in the hospital and I really hate hospitals.