Mayb its the hormones, but

My fiances grandfather died and everyone is going to Canada for his funeral, but I'm not imvited because only family is supposed to be there. We've been together for over six years and I am having his damn child, and yes I am overly emotional today so this news just is making it worse, but on the day of my first ultrasound, the father of my child is going to be in a different country while I'm here by myself trying to take care of me and this baby.. I don't want any of this right now.