I am so broken-hearted 💔

My husband and I lost our baby in June. Since then, we have been using condoms. All of the sudden he stopped using them, I definitely want to try again so I was fine with it. But just to make sure we were on the same page, I asked about it. He kept changing the subject and then this morning on my peak day, he went back to wearing a condom. Is it wrong of me to be upset? If he had talked to me the last couple times I brought up the topic of trying again, and he had said that he wanted to wait I would have totally respected him. But no, he wouldn't even answer me. And has made it very clear with his actions that he doesn't want to try again. I feel like whatever hope I had for the future is gone 💔