miscarriage alone & my partner back in England whilst I was on holiday with family😩💔

So 18th September 2016 I had a miscarriage whilst away on my family holiday with my family, telling my partner over the phone that our first child was no longer with us heartbreaking!!😭 He's arranged to be able to pick me up from when I get back to the UK with our 8 year old pug to have a weekend with him, wants to hear everything about what happened and has been so supportive! Tomorrow at around 10am I will finally be reunited with my best friend/my other half and most definitely my rock and of course our gorgeous little pooch and will finally be feeling better because I'm with him and that's all I've needed since the loss is to be back with him, I've sort of worked myself up and I know as soon as I see him I'm gonna break down and cry my eyes out (tearing up just typing this) I've had such a horrible time and all I've wanted is to be with him he was so good with my morning sickness spent so much money on remedies for it and nothing worked! He's so amazing and I can't imagine how hard it's been for him back home just cannot wait to finally be with him and climb into bed and cuddle up and finally will feel happy again! Cause my god it took us so long to conceive our little sprog we were so happy and so in love with him/her although we will never meet you know that mummy and daddy love/loved you so so much and had so many ideas and plans for you within our family!👨‍👩‍👧 👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️