In need of a Cycle Buddy

Hello ladies. I am in need of a cycle buddy to help me through all of this insanity. My cycle is around 29 days long with ovulation day being around the 13th day. This is my 3rd month trying with no BFP. My AF is due on Sunday and I stupidly took a dollar store pregnancy test with no BFP as of this morning. Further more I had some random lady who I was talking to about having babies took my hand to "read" my palm and said here are no babies in my future. While I don't believe in that palm reading stuff I am a faithful woman but this has just stuck with me and brought me down tremendously. I am 30yeara old and finally have he man I want to have kids with but I feel like my body just won't cooperate. I know I have been trying a short time but I want to hurry up and just be pregnant. Sorry for he rant but I need someone who is unbiased to talk to. Thank you for listening and baby dust to all who read this!!!