miscarriage 💔😭

So I've decided to leave this app. It's been hard for me I was due December 31st but unfortunately I had to give birth to my baby whom was already an angel yesterday 9-22-16 @ 9am. I'm so heart broken I don't know what to do to try and be ok. Before this baby I was expecting another and his heart beat stopped at 14 weeks. May 28 2014 God gave him wings to take him back with him. Two years later I got pregnant again and since I passed the 14 weeks I was happy thought everything would be ok and unfortunately this baby's heart beat stopped again. This pain is dragging extremely low. I wish it was all a dream but it's not 😭😭😭😭. But I at least was able to hold him and kiss him for 3 hrs. 3hrs wishing it was years of life to see him grow 😢.