I hate pcos

Ugh!! I'm so upset. I was diagnosed with pcos when I was 16, I've always had very irregular period, facial hair, hard for me to lose weight. I'm ttc, my obgyn has me trying without any med for 6 months and then if it doesn't work she'll put me on clomid, it's been almost 4 months and nothing! And to make matters worse I am 27 days late from when I was suppose to get my period :( I hate it. Why must this be so difficult!!!