Self image

How to work on self image and feeling comfortable in your post baby body!?
I got really bad postpartum acne (I have no idea why) and now my face is kinda scarred from it. Add that to gaining 55 pounds (I've lost 36 pounds though ) 
I feel super ugly and I don't feel myself 
I really wish there was a pill we could take to just get us back to our pre pregnancy brain and body... even though I love my son very much. 
I've tried eating healthier And things like that but I still feel just blah.. 😩😩😩😩