Why does it feel so good yet it is so wrong!

I am the kind of woman who does not let her guard down essp with men. But this one got me so bad. I feel like I am in some kind of dream that I don't want to wake up from. I know he wants something casual and I know that he is not the type to commit. I also know that I am very vulnerable to this one but why does it feel like home with him. After like two months of knowing each other yesterday we made love the whole night. Maybe this is TMI but I need to let it all out and I don't have girlfriends to talk to.It felt so magical having his skin against mine under running water...Every single soft bite was so sensual and everytime he kissed a part of me my soul wanted him to be mine and mine only. Trust me I know when its all about sex but this one felt different..It felt so right, like something I've been waiting for.

Don't you hate when you feel so connected to someone but you know it is wrong ?😢😢😢