Love Life 💕💍

   He might not be the more attractive guy, the guy with the most money in his pocket, may not drive a badass car or truck, and may not be the greatest to show his feelings. But he's perfect and amazing to me and it feels like I found my treasure box. 💘👫

    I mean I still remember our first fight (where we actually put our hands on each other, don't judge) but he had a little to much to drink and I was upstrairs in our room just laying down watching tv. And he comes barging in like if he's pissed off at me about something when I've been in our room this whole time. I mean he thru me across the room like a rag doll, and he pulled my hair and continue to punch me. His little sister came into the room to try and stop him while I ran out the door and straight outside. She manage to hold him but not for long until he came running out the door thru  the balcony and jumped off to try to get to me. His friends just looked at him crazy and grabbed him, yelling at him like dude what the hell are you doing. Luckily they were there. 

   But long story short, the police got involved and we went back to my house. (We we're at his mothers house at the time) But after that night he stopped drinking and never put his hands on me ever again. 

    About 3 months after this happened I remember it was my fiancé, his best friend and myself we were driving home from Quik Trip from grabbing some snacks and drinks so we could stay home and watch movies and his best friend to invite his girlfriend over as well. Well on our way home we saw a truck with some rims in the bed of the truck. I was in the back seat because my head was hurting and I wanted to lay down. So I hear his friend and him talking about going back and stealing the rims and I over heard and I told them no we're going home because I have a bad feeling about the truck with the rims. Well sure enough he doesn't listen to me and goes for it. So he pulls up next to the truck reverses to it can be bumper to bumper and passes the rims into our truck, well sure enough we were driving around with these rims in the bed of our truck and we'll we pull up to our other friends house to hide them, the cops pull us over and my fiancé and I switched seats so it looked like I was the one driving. I had a gun and everything pointed at me and they pushed me down to my knees like a criminal.

     I spend only 2 days in jail while my parents bailed me out and picked up our truck from the lot place. And my fiancé was release a month later 😞😢. But while he was in jail he called me saying they were putting him in rehab because of amount of marijuana in his system when they took him in. And well while he was in there I was out here you know, just thinking of everything we went thru and everything he's ever done to me. So I decided you know I'm gonna go out with my girls, go have some fun at the club keep my head off things. Well his mom ended up finding out I went out and told my fiancé. While she went to visit him, he called me while I was at a tattoo shop getting a tattoo done. He called me from inside the bathroom and he was explaining to me how he needs time for himself to think of himself and what's better for him and that he didn't need me in his way at this time and everything so I was upset and pissed off at the same time because I was mad at myself because I made one little mistake but I was being his ride or die since the beginning and getting all this stuff to get him out of jail and rehab but I know he needed to go.

    Well we ended up breaking up for about almost 2 months but we were out doing whatever each other person wanted. And I was dating someone else at the time and he was out being you know a bopper (aka a man whore) and that was okay but at the same time I couldn't shake off the feeling I was still in love with him. No well after that I left the guy I was with and decided to do me, just have fun and be young. I was getting super drunk all weekend every weekend and I was always bared out and super high. I was just not in a good path because I wanted to get my fiancé out of my head. But sadly that wasn't the case. Well one 4 day weekend my parents take off with my little brothers out of town, so I had their house all to myself. So I decided to throw a party, like any teen girl would do. And so I did and I had a pretty big party with plenty of promoters. But anyways, that night after everyone left I let this guy stay over I knew since middle school and I had already slept with him before (once again don't judge) so I left him sleep over and this is Friday night and it's going to be Saturday morning well that's means another party for Saturday night. But I spend all day with the guy I let stay over. But later on that day, my fiancé messages me asking if I wanted to talk tonight if I was free, and I told him well I was going out to another party tonight but I rather cancel that and see him you know because like before I was still in love with him. So I blew off the party and my best friend and I went to go see him but she was on the phone with a girl she has been talking to for months. 

    So while she was with her my fiancé and I were sitting there drinking a few beers talking. And well one thing led to another and we went back to my parents house were he stayed the night. Well that night we had sex of course but the crazy thing is he already had a girlfriend but he was trying to fix things with me, and I felt horrible because we had sex but then I didn't care because I told myself he is still yours and whatever is yours you hold onto. So she called him that morning asking who was I and why is there a picture of him and me together in bed kissing and stuff and I answered the phone because I'm an asshole and I told her that girl in the picture is me and this is his fiancé who he just got back together with and she hung up the phone and messaged him saying it was over and she never wanted to talk to him blah blah blah. Anyways so after that night we got back together and we had to leave because my parents were on their way home and i didn't want them to see him because of everything that happened between us. So we left and went to his house because his family was the only one to except that we were back together. 

   So after talking things out, a sex night and working they everything with agrees and disagrees we fixed everything and we stayed together again once more. But just a few months ago in may we got into another situation were we got into a fight and he put his hands on me again and my parents made him leave my house and blah blah blah. We weren't together for about more than a week and we got back together because he came crying on his knees to me and I told him change first and I'll see what happens and he did but then I know again we broke up for another week and that week that we weren't together one of my ex's started stalking me. Telling me he's outside my house and waiting for me and little did I know my fiancé was in my house because he knew were I kept an extra key in a secret spot and he got into the house. Well my fiancé saw my ex outside my house waiting for me and when I got home, he saw him going towards my car to me to talk to me and he heard me yelling to him to leave and like what the fuck he was doing at my house. Well my fiancé comes outside like a crazy person saying wtf are you doing here nigga this is my fiancée house and I'm her fiancé. He went face to face with him and I grabbed my fiancé and told my ex to leave because he's going to cause problems. Well after that my fiancé walked off to my back yard to calm down and I went right behind him telling him how did he get here and why he was here. He looked at me and told me because I can't live without you and I can't be without you. That he loved me and got on his knees and just cried how I mean the world to him and that he wouldn't let a little argument get between him and me. That he's sorry for ever thinking I was the problem of anything. 

   My fiancé before I met him had a traumatic childhood. But right now he's an amazing person, great working and now is working his way up to wanting to be a father. We have been thru a lot these past almost 2 years and yeah it's no a princess fairytale or anything but it's something I can look back at and be like we have been thru a lot of ups and downs. But I wouldn't change my incredible irregular life for anything. This month October 18th we complete 2 years and soon we hope to get a positive lines on a pregnancy to continue our journey of life. 

   I know the readers reading are like this girl is crazy for being with him and for even letting him still in her life but I love seeing the great side of him. How much he protects me, how much love he shows, how much he attraction to me and how much I mean to him. 

My name is Dannielle and my fiancé name is Enrique. And this is our life since the beginning.  (No rude or hateful comments please)