too deep

Okay so I've been having sex with this guy lately and tonight I was giving him head and he tried to make me deep throat his dick which we'd discussed before we'd ever had sex that I wasn't down for that and didn't want to do it anyways he's holding my head pushing this dick further and further down my throat and I'm trying to push him off and let him know " hey this isn't okay I need you to stop " but it didn't work so my body finally said nope and I puked on his dick... I've never been more traumatize