I'm not your alarm clock.

I love my fiancé very dearly. He works very hard to provide for us and I appreciate it. I'm not going to be his alarm clock though. In the almost two years we've lived together, I cannot even begin to count on my fingers and toes how many times I've had to repeatedly wake him up AFTER his alarm has gone off, waking both of us up, and he goes back to sleep! Meanwhile I have to keep myself awake to try to get him up, getting more upset at each additional time that by the time he finally gets out of bed and starts to get around for work, it takes me an hour to try to fall back asleep because I've been up so long already trying to make sure he gets there on time. Then he wonders why I'm so bitchy when I get home from work 😑 I was trying so hard to be supportive and understanding because he started a new work schedule this week, but I even mentioned before it even started he would need to go to bed earlier because he'd have to go to work so early. Yet he still decides to stay up until midnight or later, full well knowing he has his alarm set for 5. He didn't even set his alarm this morning (which is why I'm able to vent and hopefully get some sleep seeing as how I work today as well) and it took me waking up at 5 (internal clock thankfully) and over 40 minutes of having to wake him up every ten minutes to finally get him to get up and around for work. It's not fair to me, I'm not his alarm clock 😥