starting over

Michelle • 43 now, have been trying for 3 years. Trying for #2... 11 yrs later. It took 9 years after an abusive relationship to find my we want a 👶🏼
Terrified 39 yr old,  another baby wanted...
I am 39 and had one kiddo at 28.  Needless to say my first marriage was a flop but I got my amazing son from it and I am super grateful.  Now at 39,  I am a newlywed and excited to start over.  At 39, I want at least 1 more child...terrifies me to start over at this age.  Any suggestions or helpful tips?