October is breast cancer awareness month and allso pregnacy and infant loss awareness month,so let's all be heard let's tell our stories,these little angels deserved to be honored!

I will start:

I was not planning on getting pregnant and didn't want a baby,I was only 18,but god had a different plan for me. I got pregnant on spring break,a broken condom gave me my little angel. I was scared and didn't want to keep her. But I had my first ultrasound at 10weeks and I heard her heart beat,the monst amazing sound I have ever heard,on that day I decided I'd keep her I'd be a single mom,it would be hard but so worth it! I was high risk so I had extra doctors appointments and got to hear her more often! I found out it was a girl when I was 13 weeks through a blood test!!!! I'll I could think is that it's amazing that with new technology I could know so much about her! Two days after I was 15 weeks I started gettting awful pains in my abdomen and I called my best friend to take me to the ER,I went in and after 5.5 hours of waiting I got the news that she no longer had a heart beat,I was offered a D&C or I could be given medications and try to pass her naturally,I chose the medication,it was faster than I thought and it hurt,she was a person,she came into this world on September 3rd 2016 and I named her Ella Karen,she was too beautiful for earth. At the age of 18 I got pregnant and became Ella's mommy,at the age of 18 my child died,at the age of 18 I was told it was a blessing that I was too young but all the same I'm Ella's momma and this month I will help raise awareness of pregnacy and infant loss! She was a person to me,she was beautiful! I'm now TTC for my Rainbow baby! So please don't let me be the only one sharing my story and my child's story!