Missing my baby :(

It's only been one day and I miss him so so much. I want him back. I want him to be okay. I'm feeling so sad and I can't do anything about it. I'm trying to be strong and be ok especially since Xmas eve is tomorrow and I will be with all of my family. I don't want them to say stuff to make me feel more sad. Or tell me I need church. I just want my baby. I need him!!! ?? 17 weeks was too soon!!!!!!!!