Here it goes

About 3 weeks ago my fiance tells me let's try for a baby. Super excited and been trying but not going crazy like having sex all the time. Just doing our usual and then he comes home today and I tell him I'm negative from my blood work and he says let's wait for a baby): I'm like why!! He wants to see where he is at in his job. Next year in Aug will be a year and our son will be 3 in june. I'm upset. I been wanting another baby so bad and been doing so good with dealing with my toddlers terrible twos I think I'm ready. I know we both need to be ready and he seems ready and is blaming it on his work..so lost