overall just sad..

I feel like I'm too big to get pregnant, I read so many scary stories about obesity and pregnancy and infertility and I just don't want to let my husband down.. we are TTC and I eat heathly and I go for walk I try to keep moving I'm a lot healthier than I was a year ago for sure... I just don't want to let my husband down we really want a baby... pregnancy is so beautiful to me and I just want to experience it with the one I love.