Now i know I want to know what we are having so I asked him again. He agree to it. But why do I feel bad since he doesn't want to know but is doing it just for me. I feel bad and guilty. Now I feel like maybe I should wait until I have the baby to find out. My ultrasound won't be until I'm 20 weeks. What more would it be for another 20 weeks or less. Help me someone. I do want to know but now I feel like I need to wait.